someone has/d to be the bitch,
and because i wanted to end it all
to start again
to do something-- i took the role;
it didn't matter if my words hurt myself most
it didn't matter if their tears sting me most
it didn't matter if we all blame ourselves
it didn't matter aslongaswemovedforward,
;because someone had to.

i'm sorry if these accusations seemed unfound
i'm sorry if the swearings came out too harsh
i'm sorry that we had to resort to all this
but i won't apologize for forcing you to talk
i won't apologize for forcing you to communicate
so don't you apologize either.