onperceiving mythoughts

i'm not sure what i'm feeling now,
but it's making me--uncomfortable

this urge to crawl into a dark corner
until i feel ready to face the world again.
and that's not anytime soon

this semester needs to end soon
exhausted. terribly
and my commitment
*sigh* there's that heavy heavy word again.

****i promised myself to be open-minded
to be accepting, to give the people around me,
and myself a break