onperceiving mythoughts

i'm not sure what i'm feeling now,
but it's making me--uncomfortable

this urge to crawl into a dark corner
until i feel ready to face the world again.
and that's not anytime soon

this semester needs to end soon
exhausted. terribly
and my commitment
*sigh* there's that heavy heavy word again.

****i promised myself to be open-minded
to be accepting, to give the people around me,
and myself a break

load of my shoulder

it's nice to feel "light" again..
though i've gain weight substantially *grimace*
shit! i really have to get a hold of myself.
it's not the stress, it's not the weather,
then WHAT IS IT?!

toefl was a pain, glad it's over and done with.
now.. to test how "lucky" i actually am.
*crosses fingers*

Your 1996 Theme Song Is: 1979 by The Smashing Pumpkins

Shakedown 1979Cool kids never have the timeOn a live wire right up off the streetYou and I should meet

What's" Your 1996 Theme Song?

this is a random thing i tried today.
unexpected result,
wasn't a mother
nor listened to smashing pumpkins
in middleschool
DID get D's though, in middle school, twice i think
heh, blah