if i knew you were were so addictive,
i'd rather never to have known you.
--that's a lie.
but who knows? it might be true

your words, your being, existence,
has none but a feathery effect on me.
i've loosen all strings attached,
all but one,,
i won't deny it:
and always will
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there's too much to say
with risking shame, doubt, insecurity