so very unsure

and i thought the feeling faded,
it didn't-- just hid behind, and today,
squeezed me till i was gasping for air.
i may have been your emotional support, but she holds your heart.
so please,
allow me to reflect without hurting
i want to see you,
and tell you sincerely that i wish you all the happiness

our conversations are entertaining,
filled with giggles and gentle emotions;
may it last