bedtime

i've been told to have a soft, easily moved heart--many times in fact.

the many little things around to appreciate,

to feel for.,

mom and i talked for a little while today before i slept,

and for some reason,

my tears keep welling out--

that i convinced her to sleep before she noticed.

at these times, i feel so close to her-- so close to the point of drowning in her love

and i truly feel loved